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salam...

speechless... tonnes of thing happening in a short while and i gotta reorganize everything, serious... feel hopeless, weak, mundane... and only He knows and understands that... it's more than we talk, more than planning everything, it's a bout planning and turning everything into reality... i seriously think and believe that Allah is giving me chance to walk through the true path, and He answered my prayers, and now it's about my choice either to be or not to be in the irghteous. no, insha Allah, He will prevent me from futur, just that working in organization is not easy, what more when u're on the top and u're the clueless-experienceless leader... but, realising that Heknows it better and everything comes from Him, i am certain that this is the best and for that i need some time to ind the sstrength and courage, putting everything into order in doing my best to lead people systematically towards Allah...

oh Allah,
i'm ur tiny, hopeless creature and i bet for ur guidance, ameen