salam....
after few months of silent, now only i feel like sharing.... i think life is interesting, of course it is, being an Ib student makes me realise that life is about trial and error, u keep on trying....
we just finished our sports carnival, seniors graduation yesterday and i went out for buying the students tickets on friday... in simple words, i don't have time studying... that is fine if only my week is like anybody else.... i'm having maths and statistics test tomorrow and physics on tueday...i haven't finish my economics commentaries and my extended essay.. not to forget my TOK essay... what more revising my sem 1 and sem2 syllabus.... call me crazy for still involving myself in all the MPP work.... often is ask myself on why am i doing all this...sacrifaction is not always easy but thats what i have to do often... don't ask me about sleep coz i seldom get enough sleep... it will all be waste if i'm doing all this for myself, for CAS and for any other stupid things... the only thing why i keep on moving is because i wanna prepare myself for a world that won't last...i'm tired thinking about the world's problem, it never end..... i always love the feeling when Allah keeps me going tho i feel like the world is on my shoulders.... thats the power of niat... MPP life is not easy, IB some more, naqibah, sehati serumpun and lots more... but knowing that ALlah is looking for all ths, i know that i have to work full-heartedly for this path, i know that i gotta prepare my best for the here after..... and oh ALLAH, please allevaiate my way, i'm seeking and begging for ur love and i can't wait to meet u, i need u always and i need u to keep on going.... give me a good date with u later on, i love u....
and i remember a hadith saying that those that ALlah wants good things about him/her, ALlah will grant him the understanding on Islam... and i think odah got that... often i cry shocking with the amazing Allah's works... when Allah gives her the understanding, i couldn't ask for more and please Allah, speed up her way in this path, i love her and i want her to be together in jannah...
ya Allah,
tsabatkan kami di jalanMu, anugerahkan kami kecintaan terhadap pertemuan denganMu melebihi kecintaan kami terhadap dunia dan seluruh isinya, masukkan aku dalam golongan yang engkau redhai dan anugerahkan aku syahid di jalanMu...
p/s: Aishah hopes that u manage to see the unseen
