salam....
we finished our duty as volunteer for netball game successfully i gues.... since kasukma started, kmb seems to have a new life, a new fresh breath i guess... seeing them coming down early for the training, as eraly as seven till 2 in the afternoon, cheering and supporting each other tho their friends are making mistakes, putting aside their meal for the sake of playing and lots more sacrifaction make my tears running.... if only this spirit can be transformed into jihad spirit...
and suddenly, my imagination on battles during Rasulullah time coming in....
it was raining, quite heavily... but the netball players keep on palying, passing the ball, slipping, going through the rain, putting themselves into the risk of having fever, they keep on play till they won the game.... and i remember during Battle of Badr, when Rasulullah and sshabats went through the rain.... and during Battle of Ahzab, when Allah sent down heavy rain to sweep away the musyrikin, SUBHANALLAH.... its for different aim, with the same intention: TO WIN...
kmb was having a tough match with kuala nerang, very.... and there was one time when kmb was leading by one mark, just one... and everyone was hoping of course for the victory... and the debaran and hope and fear that we feel remind me on Rasullullah feeling during Battle of Badr when he sobbed terribly asking for the victory till Abu Bakr came and cooled him down telling him that Allah will surely give them victory...
and ffinally we lost to kuala nerang.... aini, the catain suddenly collapsed and we were running for her, bringing her to the tent... i remember the story during Battle of Uhud, when a lot of sahabats were injured... i now understand the meaning of worriness... i cried while holding her up, praying that she's not gonna die for this game... and deep down in my heart, i wish that it was a war, and my friends were injured and i pray that they will syahid...
i cn't stop tears from running out for every game, Tuhan, aku rindukan jihad... aku rindukan dan mahukan semangat serta kebolehan yang dimiliki setiap umat diletakkan pada tempat yang sepatutnya... anugerahkan aku semangat untuk berjihad mengembalikan kegemilngan islam agar dapat aku letakkan islam pada haknya yang teratas....
ya muqalllibalqulub,
tsabitqulubana 'ala dinik,
wa'ala toatik,
wa'ala syahadatik,
wa'ala jihadatik,
fisabilik,
innakani'mal maula hu wa ni'mannasir....
