speechless

salam....

i seriously touched reading a few people's blogs, dunno da fact that they are all having this one feeling that i used to have.... n i guess it's so true, the fact that everyone is good actually, that is people's fitrah n it depends on us on how to actually manage it... n meeting new friends will definitely lead to meet and have new crush... n i am damn touched to know how hard they try to move on, i mean to forget their crush because of allah and focus.... u know da fact that the toughest jihad is to lawan hawa nafsu and now they are doing it... they are not typical islamic girls, mind u... they are just average girls like us the merbahians, with average islamic background and i am speechless on their awareness.... see how awesomw god works right? to sekolah agama girls, it might be easier for them to move on or may be they never had stupid crush like we had, and therefore i respect those people for having, building and maintaining the awareness.... i might not say this directly but chal hopes that u manage to see the unseen...

now i realise why they say that KMB and IB will change ur life, it's simply because u're getting mature and start to think forward.... nad chal seriously hopes that we will somehow work together to bring back muslims glory, insha allah...

dear god,
guide us to find and walk through the right path, give us strength to focus on our IB and bring back muslims glory... ameen

p/s: thanks to arli and ainun... ur posts manage to awake the giant =)

orang kita =)

salam...

suppose to write this long time ago but as usual m an idle, hehs..

well, m doing my external CAS at SK bukit tampoi(A), the A represents orang asli definitely..... i felt nervous at first, wonder on their perception and etc, takut definitely but after all, i started to enjoy and understand them, just that i need to be more patience and increase my passion on teaching, it's hard to build up their awareness... i find it hard to teach them ABC and 123... how to make them remember that that is A, i wonder often definitely, hehs..... special credit to my kindergarden teacher who taught me ABC because that rudimentary thingy has helped me damn a lot..... m going there every fortnight and now i know teachers' pressure on preparing hand out etc necause we definitely need to have different activities.... n now i realise that i do have the "creative" blood in me n i definitely need to polish them up, insha allah... and yeah, thank god for everything, truly, u're the creator......

and yeah, i sang in front of the class with my groupmates, "kiss me"... merepek and i definitely dislike it, against my principe but had fun with it lah..... and for malay, we study Malay and drama, man.... need to act..... god, segan nak mampos eventho i know that i can do that... dah lah suddenly need to be a romantic wife, like sengal gell and my classmates were eager to see my facial expressions, wonder why, hehs....

i did my quiz badly, serious.... but i know that i can't be an idle anymore, i'll change, definitely

i am fasting, definitely and forcing myself to hayati ramadhan.... i miss ramadhan in Bukit Merbah, definitely....

i feel like going to overseas right now, Loughborough will surely be my next destination, insha allah... need to wait for 2 years, hopefully i'll be fine....

classes are fine eventho i happened to tak puas hati with a few classmates dulu, never mind, i'll be fine with them....

i seriously miss to talk on politics, been sangat berkarat on current issues, feel bad on that but i definitely is not going to spend my life on that, need some space doh....

been busy with my living, feel bad on that, need to find time for my life later on...

i finally realise that IB is what i am destined to.... feel fun doing that, insha allah...

i seriously hope that we'll be together and i pray that everything will be as planned, ameen

i feel lazy and stupid fb and etc... sorry guys, chal is an idle..... u guys can find me here, hehs

ramadhan al mubarak to everyone, may we manage to maintain and increase our momentum to next ramadhan...

i currently helping Tsla to understand islam better, pray for that

i wonder how people in matriks sahur and berbukan, i miss u guys and the teh o ais...

i miss raihan and dym....

chal hopes that we manage to see the unseen behind ramadhan, may allah bless