DON'T LIE

assalamualaikum...

it has been a long time, it's extremely difficult, for me to post anything, not that i don't feel like sharing, not that i', lazy but i believe and certain that this is not the nest medium for me to build the ummah, for me to build the individu muslim, but never mind, may this little sharing be useful, for everyone, especially for those whom realise their purpose in life...

finishing my IB Diploma and now living in home, i am still adjusting myself with the reality, yes i was living in the fantasy for all this while, i keep admitting that Allah is showing the real world from the moment i finished my economics paper 2 till now i'm typing this... too many things had happened, beautifully planned by ALLAH, and i am thankful for being chosen to realise all these...

in finishing (or should i say enjoying?) this holidays, so many things that need to be fulfilled, of course from family and friends but in the same time, we know most our priority, what matters most to us is Allah, hence keep focus in working and living our life towards Him, don't jeopardize our life and waste our time to do something that will not bring us even an inch towards Him, we don't have time to be wasted, the Kuffar is working extremely hard and death is approaching us anytime, and we, the small Allah's creatures can still afford to stand still, smile and play around? i wonder what made us to that, i thought we have vowed in our solat, that "only You we worship, and only You we seek help"

i don't know, it's hard to type everything out, that's why i believe that the best medium for us to know Islam and be good Muslim is through Dakwah and Tarbiyyah, get into the system, and u will know Allah and Islam deeper.... (kindly contact me if u're interested :p) coz i have faith that the system has been practised by Rasulullah and whom else do u wanna follow if not the Rasul?

this life is so short, like robots, animals, plants and even bacteria and viruses that have purpose for their existence, we too have bigger purpose for our existence that we need to discover, i believe that we all do realise this just that we are too "busy" on our living until we ignore this "soundless" shout in our heart, don't deny, don't live in denial, u will soon wake up, just that i pray that it won't be too late...

till here for now, i do hope u manage to see the unseen, may Allah bless us all and grant us His nur, ameen

orang kita =)

salam...

suppose to write this long time ago but as usual m an idle, hehs..

well, m doing my external CAS at SK bukit tampoi(A), the A represents orang asli definitely..... i felt nervous at first, wonder on their perception and etc, takut definitely but after all, i started to enjoy and understand them, just that i need to be more patience and increase my passion on teaching, it's hard to build up their awareness... i find it hard to teach them ABC and 123... how to make them remember that that is A, i wonder often definitely, hehs..... special credit to my kindergarden teacher who taught me ABC because that rudimentary thingy has helped me damn a lot..... m going there every fortnight and now i know teachers' pressure on preparing hand out etc necause we definitely need to have different activities.... n now i realise that i do have the "creative" blood in me n i definitely need to polish them up, insha allah... and yeah, thank god for everything, truly, u're the creator......

and yeah, i sang in front of the class with my groupmates, "kiss me"... merepek and i definitely dislike it, against my principe but had fun with it lah..... and for malay, we study Malay and drama, man.... need to act..... god, segan nak mampos eventho i know that i can do that... dah lah suddenly need to be a romantic wife, like sengal gell and my classmates were eager to see my facial expressions, wonder why, hehs....

i did my quiz badly, serious.... but i know that i can't be an idle anymore, i'll change, definitely

i am fasting, definitely and forcing myself to hayati ramadhan.... i miss ramadhan in Bukit Merbah, definitely....

i feel like going to overseas right now, Loughborough will surely be my next destination, insha allah... need to wait for 2 years, hopefully i'll be fine....

classes are fine eventho i happened to tak puas hati with a few classmates dulu, never mind, i'll be fine with them....

i seriously miss to talk on politics, been sangat berkarat on current issues, feel bad on that but i definitely is not going to spend my life on that, need some space doh....

been busy with my living, feel bad on that, need to find time for my life later on...

i finally realise that IB is what i am destined to.... feel fun doing that, insha allah...

i seriously hope that we'll be together and i pray that everything will be as planned, ameen

i feel lazy and stupid fb and etc... sorry guys, chal is an idle..... u guys can find me here, hehs

ramadhan al mubarak to everyone, may we manage to maintain and increase our momentum to next ramadhan...

i currently helping Tsla to understand islam better, pray for that

i wonder how people in matriks sahur and berbukan, i miss u guys and the teh o ais...

i miss raihan and dym....

chal hopes that we manage to see the unseen behind ramadhan, may allah bless