salam...
has been months, i know.... chal is soooo an idle, dunno.. feel so bad to blog, i mean blogging sometimes can be tiring, may be bcoz we gotta put our feeling in it kot, may be not for others but yes for me.... lots of thng happen, not that i wanna share but i just thnk that thnking too much about it is useless, let it be, hehs...
sem 1 has finished, done with it, ALhamdulillah, but spooky how time flies, hehs... i never thought that sem exam can be like spm, evryone study like hell n u can see people moving with books, stay up n etc.... man, i can't live with it, hehs...... unlike them, i was busy with the tickets, yes i incharge on da tickets, hehs... went to Pudu friday n sunday, getting da tickets done, buka counter, call people etc,... n i learnt a lot of thngs throught out my life as welfare bureau n Alhamdulillah, little by little, i manage to eradicate myself from the coll shell n i thank Allah for that =) being a collegian(once a collegian always a collegian rite?), i got so many do's n don't's.. but afta being one of da mpp's i need to leave some of them n i found it difficult at da fst place... if before ths i ignore all da unkown no, i walk straight without gvng glance dekat people, i don't gv a damn on wut happen to coll but now da situation hs changed at least 180dgrees, heeeeeeeeeeeeee....
as welfare bureau, commonly knows as someone u can always rely on, i gotta change myself little by little.... i started to get myself ok wif all da unknown no, normally dealing wif tckets, i started to walk wif at least a smile n now Alhamdulillah, i can deal with boys normally, no more cuak tho their voice sgt lah menakutkan =p... but most important, now i know on how to deal wif diff people n wut u need is patience, yeap i got da passion for all ths while but now m cultvatng patience =) n i thank Allah for giving me the opportunity to improve myself for da better =)
n i love my mpp family =) we are complementing each other, n i found that Allah has been allevaiting my path, my task n my life, Alhamdulillah =) n thanx to my mpp family for always there to lend their hand, special thanks to:
DEEB- for sticking up =)
TAPAH- for helping me out wif ur bernas idea =)
ADRI- for ur presence n for sharing ur xperiences =)
FATS- for coloring my life =)
GOH- for pushing my work to the limit =)
SYED- for being da coolest along ever =)
SYAKIR- for invegilating my work, feel secured =)
FIZREE- for always asking on my progress =)
BESSI- for helping me out wif da announcements =)
JANNAH- for always make me feel nearer to HIm =)
ALIIMRAN- for actvating my creative part =)
FAZMI- for making me feel that life is sooo easy =)
KHAi- for making me realise on my s****** to live in coll shell =)
SAM- for helping me out wif my english =)
n yeah.. thanx guys... hope ths everlast bond will help us through out our journey to accomplish our mission, making global players with malaysian identity =), insha Allah
n i can't deny da fact that sometimes i do feel like flagging, sated n even jaded =( n when ths come, i always wish that i can go to matrix n have fun wif others, ok i know that it soundss so wrong, matrix life is even busier, hehs... dunno... i do miss them, muazzam my KP?? funny yet alim in his own way, the one that always remind me =) PQ, n nasi ekonomi.. =) wawa n his loghat penang, balik evry week =), een n her scandal yg banyak nak mampos =), wanie a KISASian tapi still gila =), bro afiq yg sengal =), k echah, n lots more to mention =))) i love u guys tho we are far far away, do tell me whenever u guys nak buat reunion =)
n i do feel that KMPP is soooo homey.... its nice to be there, duno.. i usually hypnotized whenevr da mak cik use loghat utara in conversation, dunno, may be i usually forget that loghat utara can't just be spoken only at home, hehs.. stupid i know... i miss kmpp..... i was sooo thrifty when i was there, impressive i know but now...... man, chal is getting crazier especially wif da food =))))
afta chatting wif alya, i feel glad n lucky to be in KMB, to be given da opportunity to live in community that encourage me to be good, usrah n cera,ah are compulsary, Alhamdulillah... n for all ths while, i thought coll is a good islamic environment, i thought we've been practising Islam fully in coll but i was soooooooooooooooo wrong... n i find it difficult to adapt wif life here, i wanna be good n i know that i gotta be but i thnk it justttttttt so hard to follow the seniors n i've decided to make it in my own way, m giving myself time for that, n insha Allah.... wearing socks, eating in dulang, kiss dekat cheek n wut more u name it, da thngs that we never did in coll n it just sooo hard n i find that the seniors areeee sooo nice, they don't lawan if da boys shushing n ths makes me sgt lah geram.... but never mind, m adapting wif it =), isnha Allah....
oh, my stats teacher, mr Bada, halau me 2 times from class, stupid n funny i know but wut to do, hehs.... in KMB, they got stereotypes on medic n engine students, hehs... n m proud to be known as an engineering student, hahahahha/// i know zack will surely piss wif ths, but hey thats da reality, engine n medic is sooooooooooooo different =)
gtg, dats da update so far....
chal is still leaving Alhamdulillah
n she'll continue surviving in her Ib life, insha Allah...
m scared of changing but if thats wut it takes to be better, i'll do it...
chal hopes that u manage to see the unseen =)
