knowing me

salam...
i did this tag n i think it's da best so far that i manage to describe myself, hehs...

1. can be altruism esp to altruism people>>>i can be devoted
2. stupid n clueless esp bout entertainment, it's not my main concern3. forcing myself to enjoy my teenage life in my own way>>>it can be lagha n i really need to avoid to get hati yang suci
3. was a secularist but hopefully not am>>> after all, i really need HIM and i find the tranquility
4. not a chauvinist but hoping n working to be>>> i have too but daaa, i still believe in consideration
5. forgetful esp to things that i think it's not important even though others say it is>>> not sellfish but i have lots of thing to remember
6. don't really know my passion but pretend to know>>> i am just an average teenagers
7. weird in my own way>>> i am not myself because i need to be like the real muslims
8. wish to be different>>> esp to current teenagers but normal to muslims teenagers
9. always love da caliphate system n hoping to bring it back>>> my main concern and i care about it, one of my desire
10. hoping that the men will play their role so that the women can too>>> wish to be a housewife,hahaha
11. never dream to be rich>>> yeap because later in akhirat, i'll enter the jannah lambat because i have so many money to hisab, tak sanggup!!!
12. love turkish>>> no specific reason but i pray to ALLAH that my roommate in uni is a turkish...ameen
13. love aeronautics but hate mechanical>>> this is true but i need to learn mechanical
14. hoping to be a doc but hate da wounds>>> i am sure i will not be a doc, so docs,, i sallute you
15. outspoken esp for things that i think i am right>>> but i can accept my wrongs, lets discuss man!!!
16. like to be commented but hate denouncing>>> yeap, i have pride doh!!!
17. love bahasa melayu even my tatabahasa is caca merba>>>i really mean it n working for my perbehendaraan kata
18. argumentative n love to be one>>> there must be reasons right? tell me lah...
19. a tea addict>>> i find the relaxation while drinking
20. working for husnul khotimah>>> my dreams....ameen
21. love to ponder da quotes>>>love to make my own too
22. admire sultan mehmed n salahudin damn much>>>they were the conquerors when they were young! subhanallah
23. love da 'ketuanan melayu' words, just da words n i am not a racist>>>no specific reasons, that is just me
24. wanna have my own private pilot licence>>> i have too because if not i can't drive my own fighter jet
25. wanna do parachuting n paragliding>>> i have tooo, this is real

hahaha, it's not that precise but basically yes, i am esp bout my passion n ambition. i am still blur about it, honestly! hay, i love medic too and i don't really is engineering is good for me. one thing that i am sure enough, i need to be an engineer because i promised to ALLAH and it's because of the desire that i have. yeap, the desire that keep me awake every time i fall asleep, give me a slap every time i feel sleepy, n most important, it comforts me and keep me moving. and i thank ALLAH very much because until now, after 6 years, da desire still enlighten my life n yeah, i need to be an engineer, no matter what. i have too and at that time, we will see the kebangkitan umat islam. oh ALLAH, please alleviate my dreams as it's for everyone....

this is real and this is me, i am just a normal GOD's creature but i know the real purpose of my existance; tidak aku jadikan jin dan manusia kecuali untuk beribadat. and for that reason, i need to change. i am not alone in this world and i need to help others in need...
lets ponder.....