it's not that easy :/

salam....

yes, da time comes like allah has promised, leaving kmpp is not that easy, so not.... m typing this in my room, layan my feelings and all. i somehow miss doing assignments, ramble with mell, nik, che' we, meirul, miemie n also meon. dunno, in a way, we complement each other... but people u just have lost one piece as for me, i am left alone. but i know when he decided it that way, he is replacing all of us with something better, who knows that KMB will fulfill my soul? he knows it well right?

honestly, i love to be in da education system very much eventho that usually gives me a lot of pressure but somehow that makes me feel closer to him, yes i know that u can get close to him anywhere, but daaa..... u usually remember him when u're in danger situation or a situation that u feel hard to handle... i often wonder when can i meet someone who shares the same soul, i mean mature, yes that's da precise word... somehow maturity is super duper important but somehow i love to layan the merengek-rengek(yes mell, nik... i don't mind) even when meirul stress with chem.... che' we u seldom look stressful but who knows inside right? haha

after a worthy month, i can conclude that god had given me more that i hope... i don't only get new friends but i become closer to merbahians which i seldom wish to do so... n i can't believe that i went to library every nite during my days back in kmpp... having great lecturers n amazing friends are among the greatest reasons for people to be thankful to, but i should be more for having the chance to have a companion who helped me to fulfill my soul, searching n improving my understanding on islam n etc... n for this religious thingy, special thanks to che' we for accompanying me to surau, i just can't imagine if i don't have u around since m sure u know that i hate to walk alone right? hehs.... not to forget my KP, muazzam for answering my questions n all, u helped me a lot, thanks... n also wanie, KISAS girl who also helped me.... and most important, thanx to nik, mell, che' we, meirul n H6P4 members for teaching me a lot of things either directly or indirectly, it's kinda hard to explain but i learn that actually we are different kan, yes i know everyone knows that but it's different when u understand it through ur heart... i learn to accept each other's weaknesses n one should never look down on others n most important we really need to complement each other, thanx allah for teaching me this.. it's among the greatest lessons in ur life ever...
to nik, che' we, mell n meirul... i really mean everything that i wrote tau? n to H6P4, i don't feel like writing it, let me make it into a post, that sounds better right, hehs?

n special dedication to mell, nik, che' we n meirul- till the day we meet again

Declan Galbraith : Till the day we meet again
Well here we are, just time for one more song,
Before another show is thru’
It's too bad the curtain has to fall, It's been a perfect day with you

So dance and let the music play, until we meet another day.

Chorus:
So don't say goodbye, there is no need to cry
The love we share will never end
Because you and me, we'll have this memory
One we can turn to now and then
Till the day we meet again

So raise your hands and sing along with me
I dedicate these words to you
It feels as though I've known you all my life, yet this magic is so new

So please remember when I say, good friends are never far away

Chorus.

No looking back with regret, cos today, I've found here with you something I'll never forget, won't forget

Chorus.
Till the day we meet again

even if we meet again pon, da situation will be hell different right? but i pray to him to give us da chance, insha allah eventho it's not in KMPP, we can't never repeat da time that we had right? leaving is not that easy, i prefer to be left because i usually prepared for that, but i wonder do people that i leave prepared for that.... but he knows it well right...

oh... i had kuliah zohor this afternoon n da chemistry lecturer said that girls are like pens.... it's an interesting question and may i have the time to elaborate further on it... insha allah

n i remember lukman's advise towards his son.... don't go to "keramaian" as it will remind u on dunyah but do visit funeral proceesions as it will remind u on akhirat... chal hopes that u mange to see the unseen :)