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salam...
i am trying to speak my mind right now, pondering few things that really need to ponder...hehs
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first, my SAT n TOEFL
well, SAT will be on jan 24 n TOEFL on feb 22. i really hope that i can do my best, up to the notch, hopefully. i was kinda blank during da classes coz i can't accept that i need to learn n write da essay, grammar, critical reading n stuff coz i never thought of learning those things... daa, i wanna be an engineer not the new Shakespeare....lol, but i have no choice n from tomorrow, i'll start study like nak mampos...seriously, i have to do that... seriously, after all, i realise that allah really loves me..by having this opportunity, i actually learn so many things n it helps me to strengthen my heart n make it a better survivor, insha allah... this will help during my uni days in States. i am apllying for uni of texas a&m not austin coz there are so many things that still unsettle n not lucid n i can't accept the facts, so here i am, waiting for a&m..ameen...n thanx for exxon to for giving us a lot of difficulties to handle. i believe that this will help us to survive n plus we really need to be good n smart coz we'll be da next CEOs...hahaha......optimistically, i believe that everything will be fine....hehs..

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second, my friends..
seriously, i thank ALLAh for giving me da opportunity to meet them. it is a surprise for us to mingle around, borak until 3 in the morning laughing like hell n seriously, i thank ALLAH for everything that he gives me. i am happy with them n insha allah i can live with them for da next 11 years...everyone is selfless....fathiyah; da real girl, amir; law addict n factual boy, shah; da sleeping king, syed; da genious n cleo; da war addict....n i thank allah coz finally i met a person that can i can rely on general knowledge n manage to give me a big slap to make me realise that i am damn clueless....seriously, congrats...so now, no more novel n no more crappy magazine, i am turning to the world is flat, out of the tempurung, assault on reason, future of freedom, the ny times n many more.....so, this is da real lady in making, da real knowledgable muslims, da now revolution of malay, da real superb elit tkcian in making...pray for me....i'll try to be da one.,..

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third, myself
i finally realise that i have another 25 juz to read n another 30 juz to understand da meaning... n i finally realise that i do have work to do..

i signed da petition bout ghaza but i don't wanna write more coz i am dangkal about this...whatever it is, even after discussing it with amir, i still believe that maths n sciece should be taught in malay...why? i'll tell about it later..
today is friday night, lets ponder together on our whole week,.
regards,
chalym