thank you ALLAH......:)

salam.....

so many things happen within these few days n m soooo tired.....in kl right now, coming for SAT classes which will start tomorrow...so, study again but thank God only maths n English....well, dym is out, out from da plkn...i had da instinct actually bcoz i remember da day that she told me that she does not want to go to plkn n i was touched with da reasons; i just wanna be with my family...after 5 years living very far from them, i just wanna be with them...seriously, i was sooo touched n alhamdulillah, at the end, she got offer from MARA for da japan program.....so CONGRATULATIONS....it's kinda hard, i know... i remember da time that we had talking about da scholarship n all especially in da bio lab...da place that i realised that we actually share somnething in common....deep down inside....i admitted that. we were planning to pray together for exxon, going to States together, upgrade our iman together, travel together to da Muslims country to upgrade our iman besides adding our knowledge about the addin, do umrah together, go to Olympics 2012 n to forget to go n watch Arsenal match together...but sadly, we can just plan but ALLAH knows better...knowing that, Dym didn't make it, i was sooo sad n promised her that i'll keep on praying for her n alhamdulillah, at the end, she got MARA...even though japan is not da place that she wanted soooo bad, but at least, going overseas n learn something there....
well, going overseas is not about da snow, skiing n etc. but for us, going there is about exploring da ALLAH's creatures, upgrading our iman n many more.....it's a challenge to practice da deen without people reminding u , without azan, without ustaz ustazah n etc...and i had make up my mind about it...i had to drop this now because i realize something running out from my eyes. I'll tell u about Dym later.....

i got phone call from MARA offering me for da japan program... i was shocked n in da same time, i thank ALlah for giving me so many chances..while others are busy loitering, working n indulging themselves at homes, i need to prepare for my SAt but i had no regret because that is what i was hoping for a long time. ijust wanna make it fast, fly fast, learning n working as soon as possible.there are so many things that i need to achieve within this short period. whatever it is, i need to let da offer to japan go because i'm going with exxon. even though we didn't sign da agreement yet, i had make up my mind about it n plus i just hate languages, seriously i do. i love da malay language actually but realising that my tatabahsa is so damn teruk until da teachers said that i can make my own tatabahasa, i didn't say that my english is good. that's why i'm hoping to go to States as soon as possible, mastering n upgrading my english especially da accent, then i wanna come back to malaysia to improve my BM. at that time, i'll write proper BM in this blog n i'll speak full Bm without any kesalahan tatabahasa...ameen...m working for it hardly.

that's all. seriously, i am really thankful to allah, he gave ne so many things but i am wondering, what have i done to him. it supposed to be give n take, ryte? it's a question that i need to ponder tonight....
let's remember ALLAH's nikmat for us n let asking ourselves, what have we done with all da nikmat.. have u said alhamdulillah for those?