salam....
i feel bad for thinking that i am good...
i feel bad to think that i was not cocky but actually i were...
i feel bad for believing that i can change the world eventho the fact that i can't...
i feel bad for having what i have after knowing that that's the main reason why i become a looser...
i feel bad for thinking that i am better than others eventho the fact that i am not...
i feel bad for having the good feeling after all the obstacles...
i feel bad for thinking that i am strong enough eventho the fact that i am sooo not...
i feel bad for having the eagerness to conquer and proove something...
i feel bad for putting these into words....
dear chal,
this is just a beginning... lots more to expect and lots more await u, no need to afraid... live life to the fullest and yeah, he is always there to listen... idyllic is impossible and after all, being a lady will never stop u from becoming somebody, just that u need to know the capability... put aside ur self-esteem, start it all over, u're nothing, remember that... u're nothing n u're nothing... start engraving... and after all, he is there for u to listen... he is near, very near...
thank you for giving me this lesson, after all, u need a slap to wake u up from ur dream....
i know that i have to change, it's a must... perrhaps that he is reminding me to focus and give the best score for my IB... day by day, i started to get further n further from him... thank u for showing me the right pah... u're great... n to u all the praises...
dear god,
i am weak......
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