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salam

true what people said,

the hardest thing to do is to say to urself that U CAN DO IT!!!

i would say that it's hard to say that m now reaching the acomodador point, i dpn't like it, but yeah reality always bites... i just need to get rid of it and i need to make it fast, but dealing with urself and people here and there, it makes things more difficult... m just a human, a helpless God servant...

and i just realised that it's been a long time i didn't cry terribly during sujud, feeling so small in front pf Him, and it's been aeon too i shiver thinking and worrying about death... i've been tooo arrogant with Him for long and no wonder He is giving me a lot of things to make me realise that i am just a helpless tiny creature that He has made....

dear Allah,
m weak and i ask for the strength.....