do i need to be a cikgu???

salam...

wanted to write about this long time ago but chal is an idle, hehs.... this will be my special post about my interview with moe in april, if tak silap, long time ago.... honestly, i dislike the interview, bored tahap giga, asking me about co curricular activities, both in malay and english..... talking about the interview, i love mine with exxon very much.... but my kebosanan terubat when we had the interview in BM, in smaller group, they were 3 of us with one panel.. oh, i was the only girl there, hoping to be cikgu fizik, hahaha.... at first, it was on aktiviti kokurikulum lah until suddenly this man asked me a question, it managed to jagakan my mata yang dah start mengantuk, :p



en x: betul ke awak nak jadi cikgu? awak budak TKC kan?

chal: ye, en... saya memang nak jadi cikgu.......(bohong sunat, at first!!!)

en x: awak tak malu ke nak jadi cikgu? sepanjang saya jadi cikgu sampai saya jadi pensyarah,

saya tak pernah jumpa budak TKC jadi cikgu, tak malu ke? bukan budak TKC hebat-hebat ke? mana layak jadi cikgu?

i was like, apahal kau but i smiled lah, senyum plastik, nak kena kau, nanti aku smash kang :p



en x: saya budak VI, tahu VI?

chal: ohhh?

en x: semua orang tahu kan? VI hebat, lepas jadi cikgu 10 tahun tak jumpa kawan, malu jadi cikgu, orang lain kerja hebat-hebat, saya cikgu jer, awak nak malu macam saya? kalau awak jadi cikgu, apa yang awak nak cakap pasal TKC? nanti senior awak cakap apa?



i was baran lah but well soon after that i like him, seriously..... and here goes my answer, not exactly lah....



saya merasakan profession perguruan perlu menjadi pilihan semua orang, saya tidak pernah memandang sebagai profession kelas kedua kerana tugas ini perlu dipikul oleh mereka yang benar-benar ikhlas untuk mendidik, saya sebenarnya mengimpikan dan akan berusaha untuk menjadi guru-guru seperti kalangan warga MPSI yang bukan sahaja mendidik malahan meniup semangat nasionalisme dan saya merasakan profession perguruan perlu dipandang tinggi seperti mana yang berlaku dalam tamadun china dan sebagainya. saya tidak pernah membataskan pekerjaan saya sebagai guru semata-mata, saya sangat mengagumi allahyarham dato' razali ismail, beliau berjaya meniup kembali semangat rakan-rakan saya yang telah luntur dalam kunjungan beliau ke sekolah kami..... bla...bla...

n the session went smoothly, i love to talk to such people, u're a man en x, i admire ur spirit because u had somehow manage to goyahkan my stand, manage to hasut me to be a cikgu but well, i'll be an enginner, i become an engineer for reasons, my dreams and my hopes....



but hopefully i get JPA scholarship... ameen, i can't never be a cikgu, the tugas, amanah dan tanggungjawab yang dipikul terlampau berat, if i am a teacher, i will have the pressure to procuce students like me, seriously...... eventho i won't limit myself as cikgu semata-mata, but the pressure to produce good students is there, not just good in academics but also behaviour and spiritual, i want students to have very high self-esteem, full of epathy, and yet clever. but it's not easy and therefore i pray for jpa. but i can't deny that i'll be a lecturer in future. it's so nice to have prof in front of ur name, hehs...... i respect teachers who manage to educate and not only teach, thank you to my teachers:

add maths
staid en ahmad for helping me out, and sabar with my pranks, sorry to fool u
altruism pn azizah- i'll remember ur hardwork and love, may allah alleviate ur way
special thanks to my tuition teacher that always full with adrenaline, cikgu latiff, u're the true teacher, thnax for inspiring, i'll remember ur calculus book n hope i can master it one day

physics
genius en anuar ahmad for feeding my curious mind, i love ur coolness to rebut my hujah, ur simplicity . sorry to fool u especially with "selebet" and all
caring pn nafisah- sorry for everything, "awak boleh buat cuma ketatkan screw otak awak jer", haha... i love the words cikgu

chemistry
pn hawa- i am sooooo sorry for sleeping in da class but i love to hear ur stories about ur anak-anak, abg safwan and kak sarah, eventho it just a trick untuk tak belajar, "berjaya jugak awak, dulu nakal nih", hahaha... thank u cikgu for halalkan those ilmu eventho i slept in da class
pn suhaila- i luv u cikgu, thank u very much for helping me to understand chem eventho it was kinda late, i started to enjoy chem bila blajar dengan cikgu, u make it simple :p

biology
enthusiam pn raudhah- thank u for inspiring, i love u eventho takut dengan ur class.... hope u'll be successful
mr tan- i love u sir, i love ur altruism, thank u for all ur videos, u helped me a lot with bio, i even hoped to be a doc once... suke gile ur class, i enjoyed it very much... n i admire ur knowledge and curiosity, u never fail to answer my quest... love yah

maths
pn suhaila- sorry for "cikgu, kita take 5" hahaha... and it's not only 5, often until 30... haha but at least tak seteruk nisa who slept all da way during da class
mr lau- sorry for sleeping eventho i promised not to sleep after u caught me sleeping while u were teaching matrices in class, couldn't avoid lah sir, i am sure u are always in good health, sir kan minum oat everyday? hehs

bahasa melayu
pn azizah- thank u cikgu, selalu ingat ur story pasal ur arwah anak, u're sooo motherly, thank u for always understand our situation and always tak tak kecil hati with us, love u

english
pn nora- i love u pn nora, seriously!!! eventho it took us 3 weeks to finish sonnet 18 and 2 weeks to finish si tenggang, i still remember all da lessons and honestly, i remember it untill now
miss chelvee- u educated us n not tought, but i enjoyed ur class, eventho we spent 3 weeks listening to ur reading on alexander the great and th pearl, i still remember ur tears, sorry for escaping ur class, postponed yet tak pernah hantar ur homework but one thing for sure, u taught me about life, yes, life!!!!

sejarah
en salleh- thank u for all ur stories on politics and all ur doa that usually full of blasphomy and euphemism."mangkuk, hamlau" n all, u name it... hahaha... thank u for being soooo understanding
pn yusma- 4 years with her, thank u, luv yah... still couldn't forget during one class when only 3 of us still alive, yang lain semua dah drift to heaven:p

agama
us najmi- luv u ustaz, thank u for ur candid answer on all my questions, ustaz memang cool habis.... sorry for always "lencongkan" ustaz, hahaha... " nanti lepas awak baca buku apa-apa, pastikan awak tanya ustaz pasal kepastian, saya takut dengan awak nih"... hahaha insha allah ustaz... hopefully i can be good

they are my teachers, banyak lagi of course but they are the people who coloured my senior life in merbah, love u guys.... moga dunia dan akhirat menjadi mudah bagi kita, ameen

1) i had interview with petronas but i will opt it if i get
2) i will jilt exxon soon, chal is still sane, :p
3) i got interview with bank negara but i am not going, chal wanna be an engineer and not ecconomist
4) i am going to kolej matrikulasi pulau pinang for a while, hopefully... my dream since i was 12
5) i got diploma kejuruteraan aeronautik in utm but sadly, i can't.....

all in all, i thank allah for everything, thank u for all the prayers... don't scold chal because chal usuall do something logically :p
advance happy teachers' day to all tecahers, sayang anda

p/s: chal will be a pelarian soon, yes... lari dari realiti :p