i am free, at last!!!!

salam...

done with my TOEFL today, now only i feel totally release, da feeling that i never had even after i finished my SPM....alhamdulillah...

it started at 10 but i reached kdu, penang(the place where we did da exam) at 8.45.. before 8.20 cleo texted me that he is there, awal gell.... and when i reached there, i saw amir is there tooo. so, after hi!!! and what are u doing now session, we talked a lot until syed arrived with his new airdo which really remind me dekat abg habib!!! alamak, cukuplah seorang abg habib in my life but i think i have the second one, sacrastic in his own way but thank god u are "cute", so i just think that syed is actually like kids yang suka cari pasal, nasib you lah syed hahaha.... btw, he's a drummer from VI and he's going to Italy for marching band competition in july!!! congrats lah, u memang ada muka drummer pon..... so syed asked me about my certificates, i sent the original to tamu... so, again, telan yo lah ur gelak tu and he told me that he has two aunts from tkc, and guess what his aunts said? budak tkc memang macam tu, i was like? what? but i understandlah, may be da kerek thingy and jaga pride kot but i think i talk to them jugak, i was not quiet just that i don't talk toooo much and we have just met, i mean a few months je kot, lepak lah!!!! but the good side about him, no offense girl!!! i was smiling and said, never mind, we are used to it....hahahaha

we talked a lot of thing and cleo said that tamu actually has this flying club where u can actually get ur Private Pilot Licence(PPL) there and u'll learn da basic things about flight and it is yours, i mean u can fly the air craft on ur own anytime that u like an u just have to pay 56 US dollars per month, it's another wow!!! i'll joint it for sure, insha allah!!! then we talked about Berkeley and all, and cleo told us that we can stay overnight at his grandma's house in California, which will cause 10 days trip from Texas, i'll enjoy it...insha allah...

we met this guy from JOrdan, currently doing Ph.D computer scienece at USM, his English is fine eventhough there are a few questions that he didn't understand and we need to ask again. i forgot his name in Arabic but the meaning is thunder. and the good thing about this guy is he has two wives and he told us about it.!!! a candid muslim guy. and he said that malaysia is an islamic country and he feels safer and he thinks that his kids will grow up islamically, but he complained about the goverments employee, da time and money that he wasted because of this poor "relax"attitude.. he advised us to work harder in States as it is a country where u neeed to be hardworking and not like Malaysia where u can relax and all, shame on Malaysians and we apologized him for that. it is nice to talk to him lah. fatiah came in alone by flight, i wonder how she survived, congrats dear, i can't do it yet!!! Shah is fine, still in his weird attitude, da guy yang Syed selalu laugh to, don't know, may be he's like Nisa kot, but he's nice and he's doing his business, selling e-bay products online and he's making a lot of profit, more than RM1000 per month, another wow!!! everyone seems to have da x- factor but i am still clueless about my x-factor, hahaha

sue's article is out but i couldn't buy The Star, sorry sue!!! ur message came in late, i was doing my Toefl at that time, hahaha.. after went through the courses and exams, i think Sue actually desrves that scholarship, u suppose to be the one that get the sponsor, not me.. allah knows better, i guess but being in that circle makes me think, eventhough they are different from me, but the variety that leads to the chaos, it does!!! don't know when are we , G6 are going to meet again, may be in April when we will work with exxon, hopefully we can go offshore together, that will be surely memorable, hahaha... to u sue!!! saya bangga dengan anda, u're poetic my dear, keep it up!!! u are much more better than Dina Zaman, better ideas and better argumentations, write a book and i'll surely read it, u have better understanding on Islam rather than she does, i really mean it...i tak sempat baca does my head look big in this?, tak pe, later on i'll cari dekat bookstore, hopefully still ada...ameen

TOEFL is fine, da vocab especially. it's like english test in college, ok i guess!!! it's over and i don't care about it, i just have to pray for the seat in TAMU, hopefully, i can go by this september, sorry ma and abah, i have to go and i will not let it down, i have my own reasons and i believe that ALLAH understands me very well... whoever that is looking for the ideas on how does TOEFL looks like, u can ask me for the details, malas nak elaborate, hahaha

i received a parcel from Alexandria, it's da second parcel.... but this it's da Quran's translation, which i've been looking for a long time, it's in english yah!!! i am preparing myself for that and i am learning all da hukums and rukuns in english, yelah nanti mat salleh tanya why can't u apostate in Islam, nanti i was wondering what is apostate, it's embarassing and plus it will be good if i can come out with some of the verses in Quran, moga ada yang dapat hidayah...ameen., terima kasih buat dia yang memahami, hanya kesyukuran yang dapat dipanjatkan, dia yang tak pernah mengecewakan, dia yang sentiasa mengetahui. the first parcel ada books on misconceptions about islam and some more, very interesting. since i am totally free right now, i am using this time to understand fully, it is difficult to translate the rukun iman, islam, wudhuk and all in English but i am doing fine with it kot, hahaha...

this is my first post yang i lepak sikit and elaborate everything in details, u have da reason right for my inscrutable, vapid posts, i apologize u for that... and before i end, let's ponder this:
by time,
indeed, mankind is in loss,
except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience
(Al-Asr, 103)