he's there ;)

salam...

yes, he's there to listen to ur prayers and not only listen but also fulfill, thank u allah :) and thinking back about all his nikmat towards me, i feel so small yet thankful, what he gave and is way too much compared to what i gave him, don't make the comparison... u can't never reach that stage and indeed allah doesn't need our prayers actually, our zakat and all... yeah, i remember this saying from one ustaz back in college, rasakan solat itu satu nikmat dari allah sebagai tanda kita bersyukur, u know that u'll say thank you when people give u something; solat is one way to say thank u to allah... that's why we shouldn't take it as a burden, it's soo not.. we perform solat with big heart, to thank him for everything, nose, ears, air and all that we don't have to pay, yes it's free people!!!! i just can't imagine if i have to pay for the air, it's A LOT!!! and i remember this story of a man who asked allah to enter jannah based on his ibadat only, without rahmah(kasih sayang) including syafaat and all... oh, he did a lot of ibadah of course!!! and guess what happened? he didn't even qualify to be in da jannah, yes, without da syafaat, and therefore, there's no use to brag on our ibadat, there's no use to tell people on our solat sunat and all, no need!!!

i got offer from petronas, engineering in france, i was speechless, france had never been in my hope, i wonder why they still give me the offer eventho they know that i didn't have basic, so i may be neglecting the offer...

for exxonmobil, i am still waiting for the confirmation from texas a&m university, fatiah got the confirmation already but i am not sure about syed and syah.... cleo is going for his path, air force while amir is definitely into law... after considering and thinking on a lot of things, i wll jilt exxon, yes people... jilt.... that's the best choice, i'll remember G6 till infinity, insha allah

and alhamdulillah, i got jpa but i still wonder where are they going to campak me, yes JPA is the best choice... it will be easier for me to do my master right after i finish the degree and i can get into my favourite field, aerospace... hopefully.... he's there and i just have to ask for it

people, i am not kufur nikmat and all, rejecting the offer sesuka hati but i have reasons, i am still sane, insha allah :) i have to think a lot, yes a lot!!!

i went for this kuliyah maghrib last nite, wonder why da jews are too successful? it's simple, they are following da quran even just some of the verses, including da good food.... "halalan toyyiba"

p/s: islam akan pasti gemilang dan moga kita antara yang menggemilangkannya... ameen